[ she kind of says it without thinking and it's kind of a rotten thing to admit -- beau is a very close second, but honestly, no one in that group has made as much of an impression on her as taichi has ]
N-Not that I don't care about them, but... You mean a lot to me, Taichi.
[...something happens when maya says that. he seems to blink, trying to come back to his own head and he stares at her for a moment as he shakes his head.]
...I'm okay. [ARE YOU, TAICHI.] That wasn't a fair question, sorry.
...you're a good friend, you know that? [he's just rubbing his good hand over his face tiredly.] Even my old memories are messed up. I lost most of the most important ones. My family, my friends...Agumon. Everything disappeared and got replaced.
I think it is. Maybe you just need a little.. jolt, to get things back in the right place. For Nick and I, it was being in court again.... maybe you just need to try things out, until something feels right.
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Same thing that happens to other people on Thursdays. I'm okay.
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[ ..... ]
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Maya, Yamato lost an eye. Three of my other dorm mates also came back totally wrecked. Kainé and Beau almost died.
So yeah. I do.
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Your feelings are important too.
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...they can't be. Trust me, it's not...I can't. They're not good ones.
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More than the other three that just came back? [it's an idle question, but it's there.]
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[ she kind of says it without thinking and it's kind of a rotten thing to admit -- beau is a very close second, but honestly, no one in that group has made as much of an impression on her as taichi has ]
N-Not that I don't care about them, but... You mean a lot to me, Taichi.
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...I'm okay. [ARE YOU, TAICHI.] That wasn't a fair question, sorry.
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.. You're not, though.... and it's okay. Just... talk to me, okay? I want to help.
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[ like a cross-examination... ]
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...I lost a lot of memories. I'm trying to remember what ones are mine and what ones aren't.
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Okay.... I don't want to force you, or anything.
Is there anything you do want to talk about? Even if it's just, um, old memories... or anything....
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...you're a good friend, you know that? [he's just rubbing his good hand over his face tiredly.] Even my old memories are messed up. I lost most of the most important ones. My family, my friends...Agumon. Everything disappeared and got replaced.
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[ giving his good arm a little pat ]
.... I know how that feels, a little. [ .... ] But your real feelings can't be erased that easily, you know?
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How do you know what's even real after a while, Maya?
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For me, just... doing something that I used to do, helped set everything back into place. But I think that deep down, your heart knows.
[ fuckin gay ]
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[ sing the digimon dub theme ]
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[ ... ]
I'll walk you there. But... if you want to be alone after that, I can go.
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[ offers her arm to his good side ]
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Let's go. [and they will go off to fall dorm and this thread will be wrapped!]