[ it's! fine!!! she seems like she regrets saying that, anyway ]
[ she's trembling a little, too ]
[ honestly she doesn't know for sure that claude wouldn't do that to her, if it was choice he had to make between her and something more important ]
I know. I know that! But the other--- Edualc..... aside from trying to kill me, he acted exactly like Claude. He said things Claude said to me. He even hugged me at the end... and it felt just like.... [ regular claude hugs, except she was terrified he was going to finish her off ]
And all of that was to teach me to believe in myself? I'm supposed to believe in myself after all that?!
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Yeah, it makes me feel really good about myself when another person I love tries to kill me.
[ her heart clenches ]
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Claude would never do that to you, at least. The real one. Have you talked to him about all of this?
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[ she's trembling a little, too ]
[ honestly she doesn't know for sure that claude wouldn't do that to her, if it was choice he had to make between her and something more important ]
I know. I know that! But the other--- Edualc..... aside from trying to kill me, he acted exactly like Claude. He said things Claude said to me. He even hugged me at the end... and it felt just like.... [ regular claude hugs, except she was terrified he was going to finish her off ]
And all of that was to teach me to believe in myself? I'm supposed to believe in myself after all that?!