yeah...it's the same for me i haven't been able to figure out how to stop it it just feels weird sometimes or i forget what memories were mine and which were someone else's i'm glad it's not just me but it sucks that it's not either
me too. i couldn't remember jiro and saburo's names at all on thursday when we got back no matter how much i tried to. it's getting a little better but it's still fucked.
i feel like... idk how to describe it i was really pissed the whole time we were there you know? not sayin im like the calmest guy in the world but i've been really pissed since we got back still, on and off more than usual too is anything like that weird with you guys
yeah. it took me a while to remember agumon's name. and sometimes i'll look at yamato and it takes a little to remember we're friends and he's not just someone i met here ...i wanted to say sorry about yesterday too but being around all of you just made me feel worse for a little while sometimes it still feels like that, too like...i don't know. like i was really jealous everybody was paying attention to you guys and i was just there it's been like that since we got back
... yeah it's okay, man. no hard feelings on my end. i doubt beau's mad, either.
i lost my temper at you. i'm sorry, too. i did it when we were in there too it's probably good you left, i was ready to get up and start swinging like a dumbass. like i couldn't help it.
im glad yamato's here with you too even if shit's foggy rn. it's like that place said, yk? kinda cheesy but our friends are our strength and we've gotta stick together. feels like i wanna keep an eye on you guys even more than i already was lol
it's ok that place really messed with all of us a little too good hopefully it wears off soon but you're right. it's like i couldn't help it either even if it's cheesy i think it's probably right i wouldn't have made it out without you three...i'm not really good at fighting on my own so thanks i'm here for anything you guys need now so...just ask whenever
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...are you still feeling kind of weird...?
like memories don't fit right
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when i look at people
its a little
scary
but its gone after a moment
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i haven't been able to figure out how to stop it
it just feels weird sometimes
or i forget what memories were mine and which were someone else's
i'm glad it's not just me
but it sucks that it's not either
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i couldn't remember jiro and saburo's names at all on thursday when we got back no matter how much i tried to.
it's getting a little better but it's still fucked.
i feel like... idk how to describe it
i was really pissed the whole time we were there you know?
not sayin im like the calmest guy in the world
but i've been really pissed since we got back still, on and off
more than usual too
is anything like that weird with you guys
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...i wanted to say sorry about yesterday too
but being around all of you just made me feel worse for a little while
sometimes it still feels like that, too
like...i don't know. like i was really jealous everybody was paying attention to you guys and i was just there
it's been like that since we got back
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it's okay, man. no hard feelings on my end. i doubt beau's mad, either.
i lost my temper at you. i'm sorry, too. i did it when we were in there too
it's probably good you left, i was ready to get up and start swinging like a dumbass.
like i couldn't help it.
im glad yamato's here with you too even if shit's foggy rn.
it's like that place said, yk? kinda cheesy but
our friends are our strength and we've gotta stick together. feels like i wanna keep an eye on you guys even more than i already was lol
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that place really messed with all of us a little too good
hopefully it wears off soon
but you're right. it's like i couldn't help it either
even if it's cheesy i think it's probably right
i wouldn't have made it out without you three...i'm not really good at fighting on my own
so thanks
i'm here for anything you guys need now so...just ask whenever