I asked Chad a little bit and it was the same there. He wasn't sure, but he did think that it's possible we're starting to maybe be on the right track. Nothing's guaranteed though, so...I'm trying to understand it all.
[...] I guess that's why I wanted to know why you killed both of them. [the subject is related.]
...Yeah. I understand why you want to know. But - if he got to pay for that script, I'm hoping there's going to be more opportunities for you guys to buy more information moving forward.
I hope you're right. I bought it from Chad right before I switched out of his dorm. He said it just showed up in their catalogue of stuff they can sell back to us. It's...suspicious? I know it's the only information we have right now, but I'm not a fan of being watched or doing shit for someone else's entertainment.
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...let me just ask you this. Do you think it was worth it? Lan Wangji and Bradley. [it's a shitty question, but he has a reason for asking that, too.]
I can see how it's suspicious... But Chad seems pretty trustworthy, even he's awful with people. I doubt he would sell you something he knew was fake. [he frowns, though.] Yeah, I'm not really a fan of it, either.
[the question makes him hesitate, and in the end:]
Oh, no, that's not what I mean. It's suspicious that it's happening at all, not the information coming to them. I mean that, too. Chad said he didn't really know anything about it and offered to let me buy it thinking I could figure something out. So I've been trying to tell as many people as possible so we can stay on the same page.
[or maybe he's just defensive, who knows. anyways:]
...I've said it to a few people tonight, but I think it's a good idea to focus on sticking together and not arguing or fighting with each other. I know the trials and everything like that can be really stressful, and it makes it easy to distrust each other... But the more everyone works together, the easier things are going to be.
You get that that's easier said than done, right? Especially when we have no idea who killed Sieghart and this is probably going to happen again. Working together would be the ideal but even when we are people seem to have trouble listening.
I know it's easier said than done. That's why I wanted to remind you. I might not know what happened with Sieghart, but - I'm pretty sure we're all on the same side. We all just want to get home, you know?
And sometimes we have to do terrible things to get where we need to go. I know. [he doesn't even know if that's what rupert's implying, but it's what makes sense anyway.]
...we'll figure out stuff here to get everybody home. I don't know how, but we will.
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[...] I guess that's why I wanted to know why you killed both of them. [the subject is related.]
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...let me just ask you this. Do you think it was worth it? Lan Wangji and Bradley. [it's a shitty question, but he has a reason for asking that, too.]
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[the question makes him hesitate, and in the end:]
...I don't know.
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[...but he pauses.]
...why them, then?
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[he shrugs.]
No particular reason.
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[he frowns.]
You gonna be offended if I say that sounds like bullshit?
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[he shakes his head.]
You can say whatever you want, but I'm sticking to that answer.
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[he refuses to believe rupert did this just for fun, but hey. maybe he's wrong.]
...was there supposed to be a different answer about where the papers came from?
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No, I don't know anything about that. I just think it's weird.
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But if it's all I can do, then...I'm open to suggestions if you have any.
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[he tilts his head, though.]
Suggestions in general, or about something specific?
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[he mimics the headtilt.]
Let's go with in general first.
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[or maybe he's just defensive, who knows. anyways:]
...I've said it to a few people tonight, but I think it's a good idea to focus on sticking together and not arguing or fighting with each other. I know the trials and everything like that can be really stressful, and it makes it easy to distrust each other... But the more everyone works together, the easier things are going to be.
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You get that that's easier said than done, right? Especially when we have no idea who killed Sieghart and this is probably going to happen again. Working together would be the ideal but even when we are people seem to have trouble listening.
But I don't disagree either.
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...we'll figure out stuff here to get everybody home. I don't know how, but we will.